if I were to look back and re-read all the post before I would be a huge pile of tears and tissues.
well maybe not in so much physical form of those but I would certainly be crying like a baby.


its been a rather long time since I have posted and while at first I felt that was super strange I have come to realize that this is like me writing in my journal every time I need to express myself. so.. I am back here after a time, to take a moment to breath, reflect and of course share none of the wisdom I have learned.




what you came for wisdom, now I know you are either drinking or just found my blog by mistake.
its ok, everyone is welcome.


this will be my attempt in the future to update at least once a week if not more often, to keep a log of the 40 and beyond years of what I might experience as I continue to age since I have not found the fountain of youth yet. so


welcome and we sill see what we learn shall we.?